Reflecting on the now

I'm laying here in my bed just thinking about how wonderful my life is. This may sound sappy or corny it, I'm so happy right now. I have some of the best friends in my life who truly care for me. My family is so supportive of my dreams and is such a positive influence on my life. I'm having a fun, carefree summer that I honestly don't want to come to an end.

I'm nervous that this is the best time of my life and that because there is so much good in it right now, I used up my allowance on blessings. I'm nervous to move to France. I want time to freeze right where it is so I can dance in the short north a couple more times and eat pizza and watch batman with my friends. In a couple of weeks, I'm moving away from Columbus and those people who have helped me become me and I'm a bit nervous. The thought of being away from Chica or R for more to 1 day leaves me in a pool of uneasy anxiety. I will just have to make sure that they don't forget about me while I'm away living my dream...