Paths

With every fleeting moment, I become more unsettled and less comfortable with the shifting status quo that is my life. Is it selfish to be so fulfilled with who you are and the way your life is right now that change is unwelcome even if it is full of the promise of adventure? 

This summer has been a season of perpetual change and it is only the beginning . There is so much change coming in the imminent future that I'm nervous that when I look back on today, The person looking back will be so different that they don't recognize the person that I am. I can't see the end of the path that is my life's adventure and that frightens me more than anything I've ever experienced before. There is so much responsibility that comes with being the trailblazer of your own destiny that I'm afraid that I will miss a turn and get myself lost.

I wish that everything would just freeze. I'm not sure that I'm ready for the next step in the great adventure called life. What if, instead of soaring to new heights, I fall?